NIGHT LIFE…~~~!!!

Who says that “NIGHT LIFE” is only clubs…pub…lounge…liquor and heavy dances…??? Night life isn’t just about fun…excitement…adrenaline and romance…but for me it’s about spiritual balance…relaxation…doing something interesting and mind-set building…~~~!!!

Perhaps I’m kinda different at something from teenagers from my age…different in term of mind-set…different from thoughts… and different from understanding…perhaps just for a simple reason that I’m CRAZY…~~~

EMO…this word have been around me for a year now…yup…perhaps friends around me thinks that I’m getting EMO-ING just because of relationship problem’s…but its far more than that…far more than anyone could think of…far pathetic then then anyone could imagine…Race, money, studies, feelings, hurts, status, perception, other people words…things they have said and relationship could be reason’s…do you ever thought about that…??? Sometime I would be as silent as a LOG…sometime I would be anti-social as terrorist…sometime I could be not a GENTLEMAN in an occasion…all this is just a way for me to cool down…to forget those pains temporary…but why I’m doing all this…??? I have no ways…T.T…~~~

From the day she said that I’m not a GENTLEMAN…I’ve decided to be like this…to express everything to me and only me…try to conceal every inch of pain into me…to subside it like it never happened before…~~~ Hanging out at the beach alone at night…Hiking Hill’s at the early morning when the sun is at a deep sleep…taking magnificent night shots all around this world are my choices to express it…~~~!!! THIS IS ME…DIFFERENT FROM EVERYONE ELSE…~~~