NIGHT LIFE…~~~!!!

Who says that “NIGHT LIFE” is only clubs…pub…lounge…liquor and heavy dances…??? Night life isn’t just about fun…excitement…adrenaline and romance…but for me it’s about spiritual balance…relaxation…doing something interesting and mind-set building…~~~!!!

Perhaps I’m kinda different at something from teenagers from my age…different in term of mind-set…different from thoughts… and different from understanding…perhaps just for a simple reason that I’m CRAZY…~~~

EMO…this word have been around me for a year now…yup…perhaps friends around me thinks that I’m getting EMO-ING just because of relationship problem’s…but its far more than that…far more than anyone could think of…far pathetic then then anyone could imagine…Race, money, studies, feelings, hurts, status, perception, other people words…things they have said and relationship could be reason’s…do you ever thought about that…??? Sometime I would be as silent as a LOG…sometime I would be anti-social as terrorist…sometime I could be not a GENTLEMAN in an occasion…all this is just a way for me to cool down…to forget those pains temporary…but why I’m doing all this…??? I have no ways…T.T…~~~

From the day she said that I’m not a GENTLEMAN…I’ve decided to be like this…to express everything to me and only me…try to conceal every inch of pain into me…to subside it like it never happened before…~~~ Hanging out at the beach alone at night…Hiking Hill’s at the early morning when the sun is at a deep sleep…taking magnificent night shots all around this world are my choices to express it…~~~!!! THIS IS ME…DIFFERENT FROM EVERYONE ELSE…~~~

There's always a FIRST TIME for EVERYTHING…~~~!!! (THE NEW ME BEGINS)

There's always a FIRST TIME for EVERYTHING…~~~!!! (THE NEW ME BEGINS)
It’s been a while after I wrote my last pathetic blog post…why…??? Because it gives me a smack on my face…right through my heart…I shouldn’t write that is it…??? Anyway it’s my fault and it’s going to be the same through the ages…blown away by the greatness of time…
Talking about time…5 months have passed since I changed my lifestyle once again…from a socializing…fun and jerky…compassionate…kind and a person who really puts everything on her to someone who is kinda more chaotic…wild being…outgoing and can be said more outdoor type of me and without forgetting a more HAPPY ME…~~~!!! THE NEW ME BEGINS…~~~!!!

But looking back to time…to be exactly…I really miss those time living with those memories…but I can’t afford to be sad anymore although deep into me…there is some dust of pain…~~~ No comments about it also leh…~~~

A lot of remarkable experience I’ve done during all this period of changes…Won ONE HERITAGE game…knew a lot of friends from there…kinda appreciate those friends cause they are the reason for me to fall for photography…X-amazing game was just great…although it’s just a near to victory combat…Genting trip with my fellow buddies…was fun…enjoying and relaxing I describe it hahax…And a Night Hike to bukit bendera with 4 of my person…!!! This is really crazy thing to do…Go for a hike at 3am is really way tooooo crazy…~~~!!!

Well…last few week was a real…how I describe it as SO DAMN WONDERFULL weeks…met with a lot of new friends…FAMINE 30 and PRE-CAMP was terrific…~~~!!! Bunch of new friends from PHOR TAY gave me a whole new dimension of life and make me appreciate friends…kinda wonderful people’s they are…~~~ Enjoyed my holiday with them hahax…~~~ But at the same time I was sad cause I figured out that she isn’t getting well but worse…dunno why she wrote that in her blog…and I wont knew it from anyone around too…I just hope she will be alright that’s all…~~~

OK…now I knew I’ve adopted the field of PHOTOGRAPHY in myself apart from videography which I can say I’m PRO in it…Right now I’m just trying to get the right move and feel in it…learning from scratch and some guidance from ALPHA members and also my new friends I knew recently…I started to fall for PHOTOGRAPHY already…hehex…~~~!!!
Captured some great photos since the ALPHA workshop which I’ve attended…and remarkably…I won the ALPHA photography competition…Get an extra year of warranty for my brother a.k.a. ALPHA 550…~~~ Let the pictures describe me…>>>