WAO...getting worst ha...I thought it has ended so smoothly and without anything to look back...looks like I’m wrong again...~~~
Haloooo...got HEART or NO HEART ancua measure eh...??? Can teach me bo...??? O.0...I know la...din come meeting for 2 times...then din go stupid salam gathering...badminton outing...or din watch SPY NEXT DOOR ko si bo heart liao...wao...yeng lo...i need to encode this formula liao...~~~!!! OK let’s see our formula...emmmm... NORMAL BEHAVIOUR-(MEETING 2 TIMES+SALAM GATHERING+BADMINTON OUTTING+SPY NEXT DOOR)= NO HEART
OK...hypothesis accepted la...so it’s already proven that I have no HEART...so ancua...??? Ppl already CHOP me say that me no heart liao ah...no need say who say that la...everybody also know la...but I’m not angry ah...I’m just laughing all the time...BUT I’m angry if u guys moronically say it’s because of 1 reason...and I’m unhappy and don’t test my patient...I explained to u all already right...so keep u guys eh MOUTH shut up...no need MOUTH la...dun come KEPO a lot la...cause leh ho...u all KEPO wrong place liao...go mind your own business...I have my own style...and not you guys determine my style...I know my style CHANGE d nowadays...I dunwan kuan u all ho...it’s that bothering you guys...so my advice is...think what you guys had done to me...before you guys think what I have done to u all...actually maybe I din do anything is the main problem la ho...I kosi hami pun don’t want to do...why leh...cos i have no HEART ma...
Aiya...u guys dun understand me la...and dun act that u guys understand me...cos I also dun understand u all...I dun understand u guys eh thinking...sooooo narrowed...and CHILDISH...~~~!!! You treat me good I treat you good...if you think me gt HEART I will give you my HEART...Once again...if I include today...it’s just 31 days...and I have been labelled as NO HEART...~~~!!! No need me also u all can do eh la...dun worry la...u guys can eh...so ban ban lai la ha...anything ask me la...dunwan ask also can... Guess What...I’m STILL LAUGHING...heeeee...~~~!!!
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Friday, January 29, 2010
Colourful LIFE Is What I Want...~~~!!!
EMmm...things happen when u least expect it...that is very right when applied it on me...I thought when I said I won’t have myself into an accident to my teacher... I expect it won’t happen earlier...but it happens right after 45 minutes when I was going back home...At that very moment...I thought about the teacher I said those word to...my back of my motor sway’s to the right and I was braking very hard at that time...about 3 feet yet and I was finished... ( I DUNNO WHY DID GOD SAVED ME THAT MOMENT ) but I believe...I have something not done yet...something that I was destined to...
When I was backing home...I thought about this all the way...What did I wanted in my life...??? Why i was born to this world...??? It should be sum reason for that...I know sometime I looks like doesn’t care about anything about myself...anything about my future...anything about my life...anything about my well being...but...I care...and I really do...
Things have changed...people are aiming for money and wealth...friends are aiming for career without looking back at anything...is it they changed...or is me myself... Honestly...I never aimed a career that makes lot money...I’m aiming for a career which I love...which I enjoy...which I love to do... Money has an infinite enjoyment n perhaps “happiness” for some reasons...I realize that...but I just wanted a stable n happier life for god sake...~~~
1/1/2010...I tot it should be a good starting perhaps a good turning point for me to change...I have tried to change and it shows good sign...what I want is just a colourful life...after sacrificing so much...after giving up so much all this while...it’s my turn to take concern of myself...to care myself...to care what I care most...~~~!!!
Sunday, January 24, 2010
24 days of "SILENCE" win's 600 days of HARDWORK and TEARS...~~~!!!
WHAT A GREAT DAY BEGIN’S WITH A NICE BREAKFAST MY MUM BOUGHT FOR ME...ITS BIG BREAKFAST LEH...I MEAN MCD’S “BIG BREAKFAST” OF COURSE...HAHAX...~~~!!!
STUPID ALLAN SMS ME 7MORNING8MORNING ASK ME STUPID QUESTION...U WAKE LIAO BOI...SO PEKCHEK THAT TIME...BUT I STILL CONTROL MY FEELING AND WOKE UP AND STARE AT MY HANDPHONE AND REPLIED HIM...U SI SIAO LIAO...HAHAX...~~~!!!
SO MISS HER TODAY MORNING WHEN HAVING MY BREAKFAST DUNNO WHY OSO MAYBE ITS ALREADY A WEEK DIN MEET TIOK HER D...BUT WHAT TO DO...ITS FATE JUZ LIKE ALLAN SAYS...
LET’S FORGET ALL ABOUT THIS...LET ME TALK ABOUT SUMTHING I FEEL NUMB AND TREMENDOUSLY FUNNY TAT HAPPENED TODAY...AS WE ALL KNOW TAT TODAY IS OUR “KELAB RAKAN MUDA BUKIT BENDERA” “AGM”...U KNOW ANNUAL GENERAL MEETING...YA TATS RITE...ITS ALL ABOUT NEW COMMITTEE’S AND NEW PLANNING FOR THE WHOLE GOD DAMN YEAR...ITS LIKE BUDGET PLANNING FOR MALAYSIA U KNOW...WELL...9 O’CLOCK SHARP I AND ALLAN N MR BLUE OCEAN A.K.A BOON HOE STARTED OUR JOURNEY TO OUR DEAREST SO CALLED “LIBRARY” TO ATTEND “AGM”...
IT SHOULD START AT 10AM SHARP...BUT WE WAITED PEOPLE TILL I DUNNO HOW TO DESCRIBE D LO COS ACTUALLY WE DIN WAIT OSO...WELL THE MEETING STARTED AT 10.30AM...OK USUAL ALL THOSE STUPID STARTING BY THE CHAIRMAN N WELCOME SPEECH...zzzzzzz...I SHOULD GO INTO THE MAIN THING LEH...EMMMM....THE POST ANNOUNCEMENT...WELL CHAIRMAN ONG KEAN TATT THEN VICE CHRIS TOH THEN SECRETARY ALLAN YEOH THEN SUDDENLY....WAO...GREAT QUESTION APPEAR’S FROM OUR DEAREST CHAIRMAN MR =ONG=...HEY MOGAN...U GT “HEART” BO EH...COS I WAS THINKING TO PUT U IN AJK LEH...U SHOULD STEP DOWN IF U DUN HAVE HEART TO TIS D...WAO...U WANT TO KNOW WAT I WAS THINKING TAT MOMENT...SO STUPID...TOS FUCKING MATTER’S CUMS AGAIN...~~~!!!
HONESTLY I KNOW I WAS QUITE SILENT N PERHAPS DIN DO TIOK ANYTHING TIS 24 DAYS...JZ AFTER SURVIVALISM I WAS COOLING DOWN...I KNOW ITS TRUE...I KNOW WAT U GUYS THINKING LA...MAYBE BECOS TAT WHO WHO AH I BECUM LIKE TIS OR HAMI RITE...BUT U GUYS NEED TO THINK...IT WAS JZ “24 DAYS” AND I BELIEVE IT DOESNT MEAN ANYTHING...I WAS JZ TRYING TO CONCENTRATE ON MY OWN MATTER’S ESPECIALLY STUDIES N OSO PERSONAL PROBLEM’S...ITS TAT WRONG...??? HONESTLY GUYS...I KNOW SUM OF U KNOW MY SITUATION NOW ESPECIALLY ALLAN...BUT SUM OF U DUN EVEN KNOW WHY I WANT TO BE LIKE TIS...BUT IM TELLING U GUYS NOW..I WANT TO CONTINUE TO BE LIKE THIS COS I LIKE IT...IF I HAVE NO HEART TO ANY OF UR PROGRAM...OMG WHY SHOULD I JOIN FOR SO LONG...HAIZ...NOTHING D LA...JZ TAT HOPE I GT CONTRIBUTE TIOK SUMTHING ALL TIS WHILE LA...BUT IM NT HOPING TO GET TAT POST ANYWAY COS I OSO FED UP D...AS LONG AS I ENJOYED CONTRIBUTING TO IT ALTHOUGH EVERYTIME OSO GET SCOLED OR MAYBE “STEPPED”...
MR NIC...U GT TO DO UR BEST YA...ITS NT A EASY JOB MAN...I KNOW U HAVE THE DARENESS...JZ MAYBE U LESS SUM INFO N CONTACT’S...I WILL BE RITE HERE HELPING U OWAYS...JZ ASK ME LA IF GT ANY PROBLEM...IM NOT MAD WITH ANYONE HERE...JZ TAT I FEEL DISSAPOINTED WHEN MR =ONG= ASK ME TAT QUESTION...MAYBE HE IS RITE OSO...ANYWAY THANKS FOR GIVING ME OPPORTUNITY TO HAVE TIS POST FOR 20 MONTHS...ITS WAS CHALLENGING AND OSO FUN MAN...I STILL REMEMBER WHEN I APPLY TIOK JPN N OSO CELEBRITY FITNESS TAT WORTH RM24000 SI I HAPPY KA DUNNO HOW TO DESCRIBE D...BUT I OSO REMEMBER I WAS SO FUCKING DOWN WHEN I FAILED TO GET YOUTH PARK FOR DANGEROUS...ACTUALLY ITS LIKE MY DESTINY U KNOW...I LIKE TO BE SECRETARY...ESPECIALLY WORKING WITH ALLAN... ...ITS ALL RITE UP IN HERE IN MY MEMORY...IT WILL STAY OWAYS...
STUPID ALLAN SMS ME 7MORNING8MORNING ASK ME STUPID QUESTION...U WAKE LIAO BOI...SO PEKCHEK THAT TIME...BUT I STILL CONTROL MY FEELING AND WOKE UP AND STARE AT MY HANDPHONE AND REPLIED HIM...U SI SIAO LIAO...HAHAX...~~~!!!
SO MISS HER TODAY MORNING WHEN HAVING MY BREAKFAST DUNNO WHY OSO MAYBE ITS ALREADY A WEEK DIN MEET TIOK HER D...BUT WHAT TO DO...ITS FATE JUZ LIKE ALLAN SAYS...
LET’S FORGET ALL ABOUT THIS...LET ME TALK ABOUT SUMTHING I FEEL NUMB AND TREMENDOUSLY FUNNY TAT HAPPENED TODAY...AS WE ALL KNOW TAT TODAY IS OUR “KELAB RAKAN MUDA BUKIT BENDERA” “AGM”...U KNOW ANNUAL GENERAL MEETING...YA TATS RITE...ITS ALL ABOUT NEW COMMITTEE’S AND NEW PLANNING FOR THE WHOLE GOD DAMN YEAR...ITS LIKE BUDGET PLANNING FOR MALAYSIA U KNOW...WELL...9 O’CLOCK SHARP I AND ALLAN N MR BLUE OCEAN A.K.A BOON HOE STARTED OUR JOURNEY TO OUR DEAREST SO CALLED “LIBRARY” TO ATTEND “AGM”...
IT SHOULD START AT 10AM SHARP...BUT WE WAITED PEOPLE TILL I DUNNO HOW TO DESCRIBE D LO COS ACTUALLY WE DIN WAIT OSO...WELL THE MEETING STARTED AT 10.30AM...OK USUAL ALL THOSE STUPID STARTING BY THE CHAIRMAN N WELCOME SPEECH...zzzzzzz...I SHOULD GO INTO THE MAIN THING LEH...EMMMM....THE POST ANNOUNCEMENT...WELL CHAIRMAN ONG KEAN TATT THEN VICE CHRIS TOH THEN SECRETARY ALLAN YEOH THEN SUDDENLY....WAO...GREAT QUESTION APPEAR’S FROM OUR DEAREST CHAIRMAN MR =ONG=...HEY MOGAN...U GT “HEART” BO EH...COS I WAS THINKING TO PUT U IN AJK LEH...U SHOULD STEP DOWN IF U DUN HAVE HEART TO TIS D...WAO...U WANT TO KNOW WAT I WAS THINKING TAT MOMENT...SO STUPID...TOS FUCKING MATTER’S CUMS AGAIN...~~~!!!
HONESTLY I KNOW I WAS QUITE SILENT N PERHAPS DIN DO TIOK ANYTHING TIS 24 DAYS...JZ AFTER SURVIVALISM I WAS COOLING DOWN...I KNOW ITS TRUE...I KNOW WAT U GUYS THINKING LA...MAYBE BECOS TAT WHO WHO AH I BECUM LIKE TIS OR HAMI RITE...BUT U GUYS NEED TO THINK...IT WAS JZ “24 DAYS” AND I BELIEVE IT DOESNT MEAN ANYTHING...I WAS JZ TRYING TO CONCENTRATE ON MY OWN MATTER’S ESPECIALLY STUDIES N OSO PERSONAL PROBLEM’S...ITS TAT WRONG...??? HONESTLY GUYS...I KNOW SUM OF U KNOW MY SITUATION NOW ESPECIALLY ALLAN...BUT SUM OF U DUN EVEN KNOW WHY I WANT TO BE LIKE TIS...BUT IM TELLING U GUYS NOW..I WANT TO CONTINUE TO BE LIKE THIS COS I LIKE IT...IF I HAVE NO HEART TO ANY OF UR PROGRAM...OMG WHY SHOULD I JOIN FOR SO LONG...HAIZ...NOTHING D LA...JZ TAT HOPE I GT CONTRIBUTE TIOK SUMTHING ALL TIS WHILE LA...BUT IM NT HOPING TO GET TAT POST ANYWAY COS I OSO FED UP D...AS LONG AS I ENJOYED CONTRIBUTING TO IT ALTHOUGH EVERYTIME OSO GET SCOLED OR MAYBE “STEPPED”...
MR NIC...U GT TO DO UR BEST YA...ITS NT A EASY JOB MAN...I KNOW U HAVE THE DARENESS...JZ MAYBE U LESS SUM INFO N CONTACT’S...I WILL BE RITE HERE HELPING U OWAYS...JZ ASK ME LA IF GT ANY PROBLEM...IM NOT MAD WITH ANYONE HERE...JZ TAT I FEEL DISSAPOINTED WHEN MR =ONG= ASK ME TAT QUESTION...MAYBE HE IS RITE OSO...ANYWAY THANKS FOR GIVING ME OPPORTUNITY TO HAVE TIS POST FOR 20 MONTHS...ITS WAS CHALLENGING AND OSO FUN MAN...I STILL REMEMBER WHEN I APPLY TIOK JPN N OSO CELEBRITY FITNESS TAT WORTH RM24000 SI I HAPPY KA DUNNO HOW TO DESCRIBE D...BUT I OSO REMEMBER I WAS SO FUCKING DOWN WHEN I FAILED TO GET YOUTH PARK FOR DANGEROUS...ACTUALLY ITS LIKE MY DESTINY U KNOW...I LIKE TO BE SECRETARY...ESPECIALLY WORKING WITH ALLAN... ...ITS ALL RITE UP IN HERE IN MY MEMORY...IT WILL STAY OWAYS...
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