Positive. Good Luck to YOU !

Positive. What that means for you ? Perhaps it is just a simple word for you. But it is not for me, it is money, it is happiness, it is life, it is my future. I met a great guy recently. A guy I trust would change my life forever if something goes wrong with my plan.

I don't want to say who is him, but he is great ! Sleep early, meet positive ppl, speak and listen positive thing, think happy things are some of the basic ingredient for positive attitude ! Damn I love this guy ! Gotta change my life a bit, yeah not going to talk about it ever, yeah it's true I miss her sometime, but it ain't gonna bring me anywhere, so how would it be if I forget it ?

I trust myself, she and him not gonna be long, but even it is going to be long, at least I must be richer than him ! 21 years old, must have all those things I wish to have, not gonna say what is that but Im gonna have it ! For now, I gotta be chill, positive and smile to her. You know when you smile to ppl that hate you, it gonna kill them XD ! Wohoooo ! Hong Kong here I come :)

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To you, I'm sorry if I made you upset because of any of my words or action that causes you trouble with your friendships. I accept whatever you want to say to me, you say me cheap, stupid, bullshit just anything, it's okay I accept it. What I am gonna do is I'm just gonna show you that I'm better than him a lot in anyway ! That moment, I'm gonna come and find you and I hope you will realize what mistake you have done. I'm not gonna hate you now or ever. Just hope you will be back soon. Good luck to you.

I Guess. I'm Broken.

Sometime when I look back to those days nowadays, I feel proud. Not because I'm kind or what, but I had those moments, I've been in that state before, I done that before, and I knew is I'm the one who did all those thing. Perhaps no one can do the same thing just like I did for her, but I'm here wishing for her all the best.

Yeah, I heard something that really broke my heart down few days ago, I feel I'm so cheap, I feel I'm like a begged begging for love, but I stayed positive thanks to mr. Komalan. He told me something really touching for me to brave up.

I know Indian aren't for Chinese right ? But it doesn't mean your family can think I would throw acid on your face right after all this happened ? I don't know what is your reaction when you listened to your family said that, but I hope you know I treated you like no one before, a person who treated you like that before won't do such thing on you girl.

Racist ? It's every where around dude, I kinda don't trust any friend Fully now, except allanyeoh, I knew him well I guess XD ! Nvm la if your family thinks like that after I done so much, enough of hurts I get. Thanks. And hope your webcam can you use d, I'm glad to assist you even there is not even a thanks I guess.

NO ONE is BETTER than THEM in my life ~!

Dad you are 50 now, i know you did your best all these years to raise me, teach me, nurture me and make me happy with all your might. I don't know whether I made you proud or not, but I know I did not do anything that would disappoints you, that makes you feel I'm not the one you saw with your own eyes when I was born 20 years ago.

In this month, since a lot things have changed, I can feel our born is getting better, I can feel the warmth of my family. I don't know why but I just feel single is the best thing for me right now, not because of I hate love or what, but it's because I can't focus on family and my lover at the same time.

Ya it's true, I ignored my family when I was in love, I don't care how they feel when I reject when they wanted to have dinner together with me just for the sack to meet her or fetch her. I don't care even they waited for me to back home in the middle of the night. I just don't care my family.

Honestly after today, I started to realize, I'm not suitable to have a relationship now. Not at all ! There is saying my friend told me, love your family and the world will love you back. I need to hold on to this saying, I want to care my family more, more than myself, and not a stranger I knew 1 or less years who will Actually treat you like never knew you before and just kills you with one straight bullet through your heart.

Till at the last moment, family is the only ppl who will always stay beside you till the end. Trust me, it's not for me only, but I said this to every friend I know, family are best ppl and best friends you can have. Cherish your family guys, they are the only person who cares you the most.

One Word. Wonderful ~!

Wonderful journey. That's the word I can describe for the splendid moment I had with all of them during this journey :) 4 days and 3 night felt like it was 1 month of journey. Weird but that's the truth. 8am on Friday started our journey to the south.

Heading to KL, with a stop at somewhere near sungai perak to have a simple breakfast of kebab ayam for me as I love it always. From there I drive all the way down to KL. Around 1pm we reached and I tot at 1st I would lost on the way to the mines as I been there 7 years ago, but who knows I get the road right and reached our destination the mines wellness hotel at 2pm sharp.

Well me Simon and zuga suppose to stay at other hotel but we get an extra room at the 4 star rated hotel ! Woots ! It was splendid ! Big toilet ! Internet line ! Nice balcony and a swimming pool :) but I went to book another hotel because of that stupid simon at 1st but luckily cab claim our money back :)

Friday night went for a shopping at the mines mall, damn things there are so special and authentic ! Finally I watched x-men 1st class at TGV at there ! Nice movie but I let her waited me till I finished my movie :( I'm so bad :( but had a sweet call with her though XD !

Next morning well it's all about the competion. Well nothing much to talk about it, they did won it and I was so damn sleepy of driving :( knew a lot of pretty girls as well XD ! Had a natural ice cream which taste so damn good ! And not forgotten the rice I had the early morning ! And also a&w I had the other day !

Okay once pack up our luggage heading south too johor, this time us Simon drive and I slept all they down wuahahaha ! It was heavy rain and Simon gave shock by nearly having an accident ! God bless ! Reached the school and joined NSQ camp fire. Damn it was so high ! Dancing all the way round ! Had a stay there well.

Next morning on he way to melaka. Wao wao ! Chicken rice there was in ball shape ! Wth ! Quite nice indeed. Had some camwhore and some souvenir too. Walk walk then get into car and heads to seremban to have the best seafood I ever had ! RM19 per person only could you believe that ? I tot we would head back to home that night but end up staying at KL for the night. Forte is a Nice car to drive indeed !

Next morning, times square time ! Our brunch was vivo pizza ! Nice la Wei the chicken chop ! So damn full ! And after that straight head back to Penang . And all of them were sleeping like pigs =.= ! Drive all the way down to Penang.

Honestly, I tot my holiday gonna end simple, but 7 of these ppl change it all. Thank you guys. You guys really cheered me up like no one. Had the best time with you guys. And I won't forget that bird bird u guys gave me lmao ! Thanks har ! Hope there would be next time XD !